Hays kansas BLOWS. I’m going to be single for the rest of my life if I stay at this college. The only time I ever see a cute lesbian in this town is when they come home for holidays to visit their families and then they’re gone again. And gas is too ridiculous to have a long distance relationship… I think.
I’m making a motion for alllll the lesbians to move to hays kansas and come save me. Do it!
We need a break from the dysfunctional
Repetitive - sounds - a voice to tell.
Louder than the normal (not a whisper)
In one’s ear, like a yell.
Crazier than before
Sporadic interpretive is the dance we get
Falling into cycle like the Informative -
Mr. Me has the path to insanity, yet
Never do we shuffle along what’s long been done.
For most of all, we’ve a path of misjudgment.
Maybe we’re lost
Lean on me and I’ll lean on me too
Maybe we’re lost - so many ways to go.
Irritability with people’s general instabilty
What’s holding me back from being so great
There’s something inside of me trying to escape.
And not even my clothes can hold it in anymore.
Not even my bedroom door can shut it out or
Keep me in - express my symphonical Haydn.
Somewhere she moves like a loose wrist
Adore her as she jerks so gracefully,
Somewhere flies the dust when she flicks her feet.
Empty is my head when she looks at me.
Her ribs will sometimes show if she does a bend
And when she tightens and becomes straight -
No looker dares breathe out or in.
When she twists she squeezes me silent,
And when she looks at me, And when
She’s finished she can lean on me,
And I’ll hold her and breathe it in.
I rely on her to be stable for me to be stable for her
I count on my misjudgment to be corrected by her
I need her to dance for me because I can’t move
To do the things I wish I could do.
It’s 11 pm and I think I’m going running. I’m crazy, I’m crazy, I MUST be crazy, because it’s SO cold outside. But I’ve gotten WAY too much sleep the past few days to not go running. I probably won’t get too far.
I’m also probably switching my major again. Idk what I want to do anymore :/
Peace out girl scouts